Ten years ago, lives were lost. Taken during the battle between Quincy and Shinigami against the hellish force of the Togabito. All hands were on deck, defending souls, defending their homes. Yet from the sidelines, Dimitri stood by and watched his home be ravaged by flames and washed over by an ocean of blood. Wasn’t there something he could do? Couldn’t he have helped? Many can label him a coward. Spineless. A weak old man that had nothing left to live for. How can a devout member of the Church, a Priest, a father of the children still claim these titles when he did not lift a finger to protect the very people who supported his cause? Disgraceful… So much so it left a wound on his heart, a scar on his very soul. Though, his glasses kept the pain from being seen in his eyes, and so did his demeanor.
In hopes to repent, he spent these ten years praying, asking for forgiveness. Asking that the hands of God will extend to every person who managed to survive. Who now walk these very roads mourning the loss of loved ones. Spiritually aware humans who are capable of seeing or feeling the overwhelming presence of three worlds, and worse, see the spirits of their fallen. Unable to touch or hug them as they once did. For those spirits who were unlucky, they'd be eaten or turn into the very things that hunt them. A Hollow… This tore through Dimitri the most and personally, he made it his mission to assist as much as he could. For these past ten years, he opened up his church to those that lost their homes, their families, their jobs, and Kids who became orphans.
He’d preach to them, the grace and protection of God. That putting their faith in him, they will be uplifted once again. Able to rise from the ashes of their own destruction and isolated torment. Some would become devoted to giving their life, but others still felt reluctant. Their emotions so far twisted that they conflicted with what they believed in. Even those who already developed a relationship, found their faiths crushed, and thrown to the side. They felt as if God had abandoned them, leaving them to suffer. As if this was their punishment for all the sins they have committed in their lifetime. Dimitri tried to convince them, but even to this current day, he struggles endlessly.
While the number is few, only one of them managed to make their way back. Contemplating accepting God’s grace. Hands tucked in his jeans, a torn hoodie covering his head and torso. His dirt-covered face was wiped clean for the first time in months. He walked the long corridor, and what felt like an endless walk he’d eventually come to the light of the building. Chandeliers decorating the ceilings, windows covered in lore, and history of God’s travels throughout the world. Marble floors are littered with chairs, but the space is big enough to hold many people and what was left of their families. They rest here. They pray here. They often sleep here… With no other place to go, the man walks on, traveling the makeshift path created by a plethora of carpets. Eyes stacked upon him, but he kept on, staying focused on his goal. While he wasn’t used to on-lookers as those of the outside world kept their distance and their business far from him, to the people who reside in this church, it was just another person who sought help and when they noticed his destination, many of them began to smile…
At the front of the Church sat a small altar, one that displayed God at the forefront with his hands presented in the prayer position. There, seated with his hands clasped together, all the same, is Dimitri, deep into yet another prayer. Long before the young man had set foot into his church, however, he knew his journey would eventually bring him back here. The Young man approaches, standing behind Dimitri as he removes his hood to reveal a shade of blonde hair and stone silver eyes...
” I- I um... I’m back. I thought about what you said… I’m ready.”
” Oh?”
With closed eyes, the 67-year-old stands with a posture that made him look far younger than he appeared. He turned around, as his hands hid within the sleeves of his robe.
” I’m happy that you have decided to come back. I hope your journey gave you many answers?”
The young man looks away while his memories travel to his broken household. Where blood had already dried up on the walls and furniture. He was left with images of their bodies, mangled and brutally beaten… Like Dimitri, instead, he was powerless. Against the Hollow that maned his family, he could do nothing, just sit and watch as they were beaten to death, paralyzed by fear. As these memories resurfaced he could only drop to his knees as his hands fell into his face. He hollered, sobbing loudly into the palms of his hands. His body trembled so much that it only made him cry even harder.
” I COULDN'T DO ANYTHING!”
His pain expressed through words finally, Dimitri knelt before him, placing a single hand upon his shoulder, and then he’d eventually bring the young man to his feet…
” While I can not guarantee your wounds will heal overnight, I can guarantee that God will make the process a little easier. It starts first, with acceptance.”
Acceptance, something he needed to accomplish for himself, but it seemed that Dimitri was neglecting this part of his guilt. Hiding behind his act of helping others, when he has yet to help himself. While noble in its own right, it will only further damage him mentally. The young man nods, finally wiping the tears from his face and taking his seat in front of the altar, praying for the strength to move forward. Dimitri seats himself once again, keeping his hand upon his shoulder