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"I can never refuse an invitation from you, Honoka-san. You spoil me! Now, tell me what happened today with you and we’ll share some stories!”
It was true though, Honoka had a bad habit of indulging, or going out of her way, for those she cared about. After all, in their dangerous lifestyle, she thought it was only fair to do so. A little bit of joy could make all the difference. So she became someone they could rely on, someone they could come to for advice, or even just a random game.
Honoka giggled as she was lead to their table by her hand, with the clear picture of a child leading its mother in excitement, Yasu, although an adult, beside Honoka... and being so small... well, it didn't help to add to Yasu's childish image. She sighed softly as she took to her knees on the cushion, first her right— her anchor, the her left, before lowering the rest of her weight on her legs, sitting up completely straight. She reached out, carefully picked up the ceramic teapot her warm, minty tea was contained in, and poured herself and Yasu a cup as she began recounting some of her day with Yasu.
"Well, as you know, Owlet, I had to be up early for my daily training. Must be of sound mind and body. I hope you didn't skip yours because Captain Mukuro wanted more snacks..."
She gave her a quick sidewards glance with her eyebrow slightly raised, before her expression returned to her usual smile, and she continued.
"Then there was paperwork, piles of it... Meetings... And I managed to tie some loose ends, all in all, a wonderfully productive day!"
She didn't want to bore Yasu with all the bureaucratic and background stuff she handled, it'd probably put the young lieutenant to sleep. It certainly put Honoka more than a few times! And now that Yasu was beginning her own recap, Honoka was free to enjoy the snacks, instead of tea sips between her words. Her eyes seemed to sparkle at the sight of the assortment, having difficulty in where to begin. The cookies? Cake? No. Instead, she went for the bowl filled to the brim with small dark chocolates. She'd pick one up between her index and her thumb, eying it before returning her gaze to Yasu, who had been retelling Honoka about her training session with Kyomu, then tossed the small chocolate into her mouth.
"...And so I called him ugly...."
Honoka couldn't help herself and burst into laughter, loud and hearty, after Yasu admitted to calling Kyomu ugly. She'd often over hear many talk ill of the young Captain. There was always those that spoke behind his back, often ignored, this was the first time Honoka had heard about someone actually telling the man to his face!
And now Yasu was impersonating him?! It was too much for her. Honoka's laughter filled the room entirely. Her laughter was so loud, even the shinigami passing through outside had become startled from it's volume and suddenness. She was so caught up in her laughter, she hadn't realized Yasu's fluctuation in mood, that is until Yasu continued...
"Honoka-san… Am I fit to be a part of the Second Division? They don't say it, but I know that they’re thinking about it... ...They think that it was a mistake... ...BUT DOES THAT MAKE ME ANY LESS WORTHY TO BE THERE?! ...Why is me being me not good enough for anyone else?"
The older woman didn't interrupt, she didn't interject, she didn't even flinch at the breakage of her table, she simply listed until the young girl poured everything in her heart out. Honoka's expression softened. She had felt that same pain Yasu was going through, it made her own heart ache. The insecurities, the doubt. After all, she herself had been in the exact same shoes the pink haired girl now wore, even the same Division. The feeling in her chest tightened at the strained sound of Yasu's voice. Honoka put her hand atop the girl's head, and dragged her into a tight, warm hug.
'You've been holding this in for a while, haven't you, Little Owlet? I'm glad you've finally gotten that weight off your shoulders."
The matronly Head Lieutenant put her hands on the other girl's shoulders, looking at her straight in the eyes she began,
"Simply because you don't see what we see in you, Yasu, does not mean you are unworthy. You're a sapling, young and growing. You will make mistakes, everyone does; I did, and you will grow from them. Granted, they may think that you are unfit for your seat, but that's not their decision. That was your Captain's decision. If he has faith in you, why can you not have faith in yourself? After all, you were good enough to become his lieutenant, above everyone else in Second Division, he hand picked you. And if in all this time, you're still alive... ...because he hasn't killed you... that in itself is a testament to your work as a lieutenant. Don't you think so?"
Honoka once again ruffled the young girls hair before taking her hand and carefully inspecting for damage done in her outburst of emotions. Nothing serious, just a couple of splinters. Honoka sighed in relief. She hoped that everything she said was enough to quiet the tempest of doubts the young girl had.
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