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Katsuo listened to the tied up 4th seat, a little upset he even found himself in this situation talking to this… other half of Oya. She's right, he can be a bit of an idiot, but this idiot never gave up, and always tried to do what he felt was right, even if sometimes others thought it was wrong. He knew what was beyond those walls. In his youth he lived it, unlike Oya. She was still young yet, who was she to preach about walls?
"you're one to talk, miss fresh out of the academy. You actually think your the only soul in existence that has a separate side of her? Even if you think it IS a separate person because you hear that voice deep inside you. It's still you. Just another half. One you don't want to show anyone. I'm not the least bit curious about who or what you are, because I know who you are. Do you know who you are, Oya? Other Oya? Perhaps it's time you started accepting one another… i've already accepted you both. You're not going to get any better, at protecting yourselves, unless you do. Even with Kido."
He sighed and looked down at her, then sat down at the Barracks hall with her. A bit of a real talk, no running, no swords. That's all he wanted.
"Before I was adopted, Oya I was from the South Rukon… three months ago that Kokosue…. Thing… killed and destroyed everything about my past. I guess I'm trying to tell you, you don't need or have to forgive others that made you who you are today, you just have to learn from it and become better people as a result of it. Oya if you don't let yourself grow, or even be heard for that matter, your just going to continue on wanting to incarcerate or kill yourself. It's not healthy. I want to ask both sides of you. Do you want to live?
He shook his head, he already knew the answer to that question, Oya didn't realize but Katsuo is quick to catch on to certain things, that tie in to peoples perspectives, personalities, and emotions.
"nevermind. It's clear one of you does the other one doesn't, out of fear over what the other might do. Okay, how about this question for yourselves… do you plan to keep on living on opposite sides of the spectrum forever? Souls live for a long time… you'd be completely miserable before your appearance clock hits 40. Old Hag Oya, the kids will be calling you. You don't realize it but you truly are at war with yourself. You really want to fight and kill Arashi? Did fighting him the last time teach you an ounce of anything? Even for your other half?"
He removed his headphones and turned the music down, to the point it was completely silent.
"Be free. I want you to be free, Oya...it hurts, to see my family in so much pain."
They were real, the tears that drained off his light blue eyes. He was thinking about her tears today, how painful her eyes looked. If it was so painful to keep whatever it was in control…maybe he could get Tenzen to help her control it. Not that he'd tell this other half.