BSD
Administrator
Why had she intervened? This was the captain's business she chasized herself and it was obvious from the tortured look on her frightened rabbit face that she regretted her decision of stepping up nearly immediately. Her eyes where brimming with tears just seeing her captain's eyes turning towards her and she trembled like a leaf. She had made a misstep she was going to be running laps around the soul society for weeks for this or a worse punishment? Maybe something that involved bamboo shoots and fingernails or being hung upside down by her ankles until she could no longer see anything. Her mind jumped back and forth to the ways that he would possibly punish her for her intrusion and her pointer fingers came together in front of her face pushing together and pulling apart nervously as she struggled to think of an excuse for what she had done.
"I... simply ... I mean that ... mistakes... happen... sometimes and sometimes it... it just takes... a second... a second look to see the mistakes that where made... and and ... I think... I think that what Fourth Seat.... former... fourth seat... Kazumi has done... I mean..."
she didn't like talking in front of people she didn't know well and the intimidating look, though it was just his normal look, from the captain left her more nervous then she ever felt and only then would she realized he was walking as she spoke and she clamped her mouth shut tucking her upper lip under her teeth and letting her arms drop in front of her as she stared down at her feet. She knew they thought she didn't deserve to be in the division, hell she knew it, but she wanted to belong bore then anything. Even if her demeanor wasn't what was fitting she wanted her skills to show that didn't matter. She forced her eyes to stay on the captain trying to gage his reaction... perhaps it was the lack of eyebrows that made his expression so unreadable? Was that why he didn't have them so it would make him more intimidating at any given moment? If he ever smiled it would remain that he was the most terrifying man that she had ever met. She was lost in stupid thoughts like this when she realized her name had been called to fallow as well and she jumped it not taking long before Lieutenant Yugure had grabbed her hand to pull her along with her as well as Kazumi.
She didn't want to be in a room with all that though! She had to hold back the tears of fear as she was dragged along not exactly strong enough to pull away or insubordinate enough not to fallow a direct order from her captain. She would kneel by the bowing Kazumi glancing slowly over to her wanting so badly to comfort her but she knew that wouldn't be a good idea at the moment. She wasn't so bold to do something like that in front of the Captain not knowing what would be coming next so she swallowed a large lump in her throat and returned to chew on her lip tearing off a thin layer of skin as she made her eyes settle directly dead center on the captain's forehead not wanting to look into his eyes as she waited for what he said but not wanting to be disrespectful enough not to look at him while he was obviously going to be talking. It took all her nerve not to grovel there with Kazumi but in her head she kept telling herself "I did nothing wrong, I did what I thought was right, I was given no order to stand down, I spoke out of turn... I'm lowly scum of the earth speaking to the captain of a matter that he likely already knew how to handle. I acted as if to tell the CAPTAIN what to do" her head slumped slightly sideway almost able to see her own spirit trying to escape what was going to happen to her. Shadows of unease where under her eyes. She looked as though she was going to die if he didn't get on with his announcement quickly... then again any time she was around the Captain she seemed to end up in this state.