“No.”
Kyomu’s world becomes shrouded in shadow as he stands now, dwarfed by the Commander. For a single fleeting moment the Captain’s eyes widen.
When did he appear? How did he arrive so swiftly...so silently? How did he not notice his approach? Questions that stormed the phantom’s mind. The moment of surprise is suppressed, the stoic mask re-donned.
“You will send a message to the Twelth Division. Notify them of my impending arrival.”
Kyomu’s glare intensifies, and both teeth and fist become tightly clenched. Again his path is impeded by this man, and again he can do nothing. Kyomu stands silently, seething with rage. Commander Murasaki stands not only as a wall before him, but a constant reminder to the young Captain — that his life is, and always has been… one of rejection.
He sees the child he once was, holding and petting the soft cat that he had come to cherished — and then he stands with bloodied hands, over the cat’s dead body.
He clenches his fist tighter
The Captain witnesses the adolescent, sneaking off with his peers. He recounts the games they played, the fun they had on childishly conceived adventures — and again, there is blood..and death before him, his hands, body and sword stained red with blood.
Knuckles crack as his clenched grip grows tighter still
He recalls the strength, speed, and power he developed, born from the sacrifices of his younger self, the death of those things he once held dear.— an image now replaced with his kneeling self, strength, speed, power, ability...taken from him, halved.
Denied the joys of childhood and happiness by his clan, denied the strength he once had, and now...he would be denied the right to protect the one thing worth protecting to him — denied the right to save his Lieutenant?!
Despite all that he had lost in his youth, he endured — through tears that had long since run dry, and pain that had long since become numb. He endures the ridicule, prejudice, the glares and hate of those who deem him traitor, judgements born from ignorance. Always the Captain endures, and always he performs, diligently, silently...without complaint. Yet, it was not enough. Had he not sacrificed enough? Had he not endured enough? Had he not given not only his clan, but the Seireitei
EVERYTHING he had to give? Now, when his Lieutenant needed him, when he asks only to save her he is turned away. Did Shobatsu, did the world seek more from him? He’s sacrificed joy, friendship, and even strength on that treacherous road called duty, do they now demand he sacrifice Yasu as well? Was it not enough?!
“No.”
The words of Shobatsu echo once more within the Phantom. It was not enough, and perhaps...it would never be.
”Ku ku ku ku”
Mocking laughter, cold and dark invades the ears of only one man; those of Kyomu. The world around the Captain bleeds black, and all that becomes perceivable to the Phantom...is darkness.
”Weak”
Kyomu remains still, not seeking the source of the hoarse voice.
”Foolish”
Another voice mocks and demeans the young Captain...and still he stands, silently enduring.
”We forged you to be a blade, a weapon, a tool”
”You were raised to be free of emotions, morality, and pointless sentimentality that shackles the rest of the world...you were supposed to be perfect!”
The chastising voices of those he killed blare deafeningly in his ears — they are the voices of the elders he was ordered to kill. They were dead, this was indisputable...Kyomu had killed them himself. Still, he could feel their breath against the back of his neck and the side of his face as if they were standing there, could feel that sickening presence they exuded when gathered together.
”Is that why you killed us? You dared to bite the hand that fed you, all to protect….THAT?!”
An aged hand grips the Captain’s head with all the vigor of a young man, a violent tug forces Kyomu’s head to raise — the darkness recedes for just a bit. He is now able to perceive inside the barrier, able to witness what was transpiring...and he sees it. Though three monsters exist confined within the barrier alongside the Commander, only one gains the Phantom’s notice. Despite the bone plating that covers her body, despite the horrific mask which covers her face, that head of pink told Kyomu all that he needed to know.
”Yas-”
A second merciless tug of his hair yanks the Captain back, his vision once more obscured by darkness.
”SHE WILL DIE!”
The voice cracks down like thunder, rocking the very foundations of this world of black he finds himself in. His heart, normally calm, steady and silent is now anything but. His pulse quickens, his heart thumping violently like a war drum.
”Had you done your job properly, completed your task as told you wouldn’t need fear her being in danger!”
”Had you rid yourself of that idiotic concern you have for that stupid girl, you wouldn’t be suffering now!”
”Did you think yourself free after killing us? Did you think you or that squad of yours safe? We may have used you, but we were still your one true family.”
”All you’ve done...is trade one master for another. If you had to choose to serve an evil, than at least better the evil you know.”
You are weak, pathetic...a child. Because of your weakness and sentimentality you. Will. Lose-
EVERYTHING!!”
”EVERYTHING!!”
”EVERYTHING!!”
The voices all screamed in horrific unison, thrusting Kyomu back into the present, back into the Soul Society — back into his hellish reality.
"Do YOOOU know what's going on here!? You and yo people seem to love BAR-
”SHUT THE HELL UP!!!”
Kyomu — normally so silent, subtle, inconspicuous roars out in a voice that now challenges the dragon, as his reiatsu for the briefest of moments explodes from his body like a bomb. It is only now, that Captain Kojima’s irritating voice can be heard prattling on, and the timing couldn’t be worse. Was Maho the intended target of this violent outburst — or, was it the ghosts, the demons that haunted the Captain’s mind?
“Maho… Stay yourself.”
An older, calmer, wiser voice calls out to simmer the Dragon’s rage...and perhaps temper the equally burning fury of the Phantom. It is the voice of a Titan, a man seen as many things; elder, teacher, Captain….hero — the voice of Captain Higen Kagayaki.
The burning glow of the sun like Cero from what Kyomu perceives as the hollowfied Yasu illuminates the entirety of the barrier. Kyomu struggles to control his labored breathing, a venomous glare shot towards Maho. The mention of the barrier serves only to remind Kyomu of the lives lost back then to create it...and the haunting words of the Mukuro elders.
Shrouded in smoke, with face hidden behind a veil of dreads the pious Captain Kojima stands casting his judgement over his peer. Though Kyomu’s peer the Phantom does NOT consider him his equal. He prances around the Seireitei smoking away without a care in the world. What did he know of loss, what it meant to truly sacrifice?
Nothing
Kyomu knows his fellow Captain does not see him or his Division in a favorable light, regardless of who led it their very existence opposed the personality and ethics of the man who calls himself Dragon. Amber hues dance towards the towering Captain Higen, then fall briefly back onto the barrier.
”....”
As the massive burning Cero is released, Captain Mukuro’s form, presence and reiatsu...are gone. He utters no word of explanation, gives no retort to anything spoken by Maho, and issues no commands to his subordinates. He moves absent of both intent or any discernible hint of action. Scouring the immediate area or the entirety of the Southwest area would bear no fruits in finding any remnants or clues of the Phantom’s presence. One needn’t attempt to track or trace him to know his destination however. Any present during the arrival of the Captain Commander would know, the Captain moves to obey his orders, and perform his task.
Ever the dutiful Captain...ever a slave
[To Northwest Seireitei]